Wednesday, December 21, 2005

strike on!


Day two of the NYC transit workers strike has Bloomberg in a tizzy. I just watched a news conference with him where he described the strike as: "illegal" and "selfish." Since the strike has begun, the union has been slapped with a million dollar fine, and a 2 day wage loss for each day an individual striker remains on the picket line. Apparently, jail time is the latest threat looming over this situation. During his news conference, Bloomberg did what most politicians and anti-labor folks do: they complain about the inconvenience of striking, without ever once thinking about the structural reasons that propel people to risk wage cuts, loss of jobs, etc to strike for what they believe they deserve as workers. Some of the examples he used included people not being able to get to their chemo/radiation treatments, hospitals in short supply of necessary blood supplies for surgery, etc. No doubt the health care and maintenance of all people is important to consider, and the strike certainly is trickling down and impacting folks in a number of diffcult ways. However, much of this nightmare and "inconvenience" could have been avoided if negotiaters could come to a decent agreement. And, pensions, wage increases, AND health benefits are some of the issues the strikers want resolved. If anything, what this strike illustrates is how the low-wage laborer, literally keep global cities like NYC running. We hear how the strike is costing the city 400 million a day, without ever once hearing what low wages, lack of pensions for newly hired workers, and the absence of decent and affordable health care cost workers every single day. And, as a multi, multi millionaire (or billionaire), I seriously doubt Bloomberg is in touch with these realities. So, it's easy to distort and manipulate people's emotions during a strike by lambasting the worker as "selfish" and the strike as "illegal" in the all too pro-business, servile press.

Speaking of manipulation, it would appear that our famous war-puppet's latest speech to the nation has netted him some points in the popularity polls. Wire taps be damned. Fuck civil liberties. Instead of screeching about people on the picket line, we need to take to the streets and push for an impeachment of this ILLEGAL and SELFISH presidential adminstration. J and I saw Syriana the other day (the same day we received a $500 gas bill (what timing)) and it made my already bad day get even worse. The movie was good, but it pissed me off because it only reiterated what many of us knew: wars are all about oil and energy.

That's all from the Sunshine State.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

. . . a break in the blog

it was two days after i last posted that my grandmother passed away, and until this evening i haven't really had the urge to get back to blogging. the past couple of weeks have gone by in a bit of a blur for me. grief sucks. i've been thinking about reading didion's *the year of magical thinking*, but someone told me that while it is an excellent read, it migh make me feel worse. while at home helping my mom deal with the endless business of death--and i cannot believe how much buiness is involved, i kept thinking about *six feet under*. during our many funeral home visits (a family run outfit), the funeral director(s) were complaining about this corporate-run funeral home in the area that runs death notices in the local papers for a week--simply as a way to advertise their services. here's my crash course in the death industry: caskets. pick a color. pick a gauge. pick ornamentation. really. military caskets. wood is for men. women like rose and pink. in death, you can't escape gender. or the military. obits: one day is free, after that it's $160 with picture, a little less without. pick a good picture. most important. pick a good picture. flowers. casket sprays. whole casket or half? don't forget the flowers. roses are a good choice. take an ativan. always take an ativan. or two. grief. i miss calling to find out how she is doing. i miss our broken conversations because she didn't have her hearing aid in, or she had the tv on too loud. i miss everything about her, every single day. 1918-2005. nana.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Poor Darwin


Last week I read a short article detailing the trouble the American Museum of Natural History recently encountered when trying to raise funds for the new Darwin exhibit. Private individuals, who apparently aren't completely fucking nuts, raised the $3 million necessary to get the show up and running. You know this country is going to hell when you can't get a corporation to hawk an art exhibit for fear of getting involved in the absolutely ridiculous creationism/intelligent design/evolution debates! In a not-so-scientific (dare i even mention science?) CBS-poll, over 50 percent of Americans don't believe in evolution! Really, I couldn't believe this number. CBS or not . . . it just shows that more and more Americans are getting dumber by the minute. For further proof of the country's rapid descent into fundamentalism, this same article stated that the Creationist Museum (I didn't even know such a place existed) in Cincinnatti, OH was able to raise $7 million for its operations. If you want to read the article, go to:

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Mass. gets heating relief from Chavez

We just received our monthly heating bill which covered Oct. 12-Nov. 9 and got an early taste of what this year's heating costs are going to be. Keeping our heat at 60 degrees and walking around in sweatshirts, did not prevent our bill from being $265. Ouch. And, it's not even that cold yet. As J and others have been predicting, US energy companies recently posted record profits. Of course, the profits are not going to help any poor folks in this country heat their homes, much less keep the heat on/running in what could be a devastating season for many.

Just when it was beginning to look super bleak, I just discovered that US representative William Delahunt has recently brokered a deal with Venezuelan president Hugo Chavez to have 12 million gallons of gas shipped to Massachusetts for low-income families and charities/institutions that deal with the poor! According to the agreement, which should be signed today, Delahunt worked with Citizens Energy Corp (non-profit energy group), and CITGO a Houston subsidiary of the Venezuelan national oil company, Petroleos de Venezuela SA. 9 million gallons will go to low-income families and 3 million gallons to homeless shelters and other like-minded institutions.

I know many critics of Chavez, particularly in our media, will view this as a publicity stunt to further shame Bush and US energy companies. I don't care--I think Chavez along with Lula and other leaders in Latin American countries are paving the way for a renewed socialist revolution that begins to put people at the center of analyses instead of profit. I believe the failed trip by Bush to push the FTAA is but one small sign that people are no longer willing or able to abide by the "Washington Consensus."

Score one for Mass.


Sunday, November 20, 2005

ok computer

this weekend i have spent the better part of my time performing some computer/technological upgrades for our house. on saturday, i bit the bullet, pulled out our old router, and figured out how to install a wireless network so we can run the laptop at home. although it wasn't too difficult, i did have to tinker a bit to ensure security, etc. i think i'll have to get a better router, though, because our connection downstairs leaves a lot to be desired. i'm not sure if this is due to the wireless connection or not, but i think it's odd that certain pages either: won't load, or take an incredible amount of time to load (in excess of a minute, which is an eternity these days online). any thoughts or suggestions on this matter would be more than welcome from my tech savvy friends.

tonight i decided to switch my web browser from IE to the latest version of Firefox. So far, so good. There are some minor differences I've noticed, but I think I'll adjust and feel better knowing that there are fewer problems with spyware, freezing, and security vulnerabilities. I'm also enjoying the numerous extensions available from Firefox to make your surfing more pleasurable. so far, I'm finding: http://www.stumbleupon.com quite fun to search. I just used this tool to search alternative websites and discovered a 2004 news story about 2 people who actually passed out $200 bills with Bush's face on it at a fast-food restaurant and a retail store--without being caught by store clerks!! hahaha

i've also fallen prey to the A&E documentary series: Intervention. J got sucked into this a few weeks ago, and now I'm totally hooked. Most of the shows I've watched have centered around meth addicts, but J saw one with a beer drunk. that one would have been interesting . . . I think.

oh my god. in other bad tv watching news, we saw some program about anorexic twins living in australia. seriously, they are 32 years old, and weigh around 50lbs, take 100 laxatives a day, and somehow still manage to get up at 6am to exercise. for more information, go to:
http://www.insider.tv.yahoo.com/celeb/3284/

i'm out.







Sunday, November 13, 2005

another casualty of the US-led war on terror

The US-led war on terror is a total and complete failure. While most of the attention has been focused on the daily bombings and mounting death toll in Iraq, let's not forget that other countries are having to play "host" to the US military for "counter-terrorism" exercises. For example, in 1999 the United States entered an agreement with the Philippine government (certainly NOT the Philippine people) that would provide the US military with over 22 ports of access to conduct "training" exercises with the Philippine military . . . this deal, signed into law against massive public protest, came to be known as the Visiting Forces Agreement or VFA. One of the provisions of the VFA, and one that has alarmed many activists in the country, states that any crimes committed against the Philippine people by members of the US military, will be dealt with by the United States. Once again, the soveriegnty of a country is completely trampled by the United States. Let's not forget that a massive anti-bases campaign was waged in the Philippines during the 1990s to close the two US military installations in the country (Clark Air Force Base and Subic Bay) which was successful and represented a major victory for the Philippines. Just a few years later the introduction and ratification of the VFA effectively negated this short termed "victory".

Fast forward to Oct. 31/Nov. 1 2005: A 22-year old Filipina woman was gang-raped by 6 US marines in Subic. After hanging out with the men at a karaoke bar, she was invited to join them in their rented van. When she did this, witnesses (including the van driver--who has allegedly gone into hiding to avoid being implicated in the case) claim she was raped by the 6 marines and then tossed out of the van unconscious on the side of the road. WHERE WAS THE MEDIA COVERAGE? To be expected, the Marines are being held in the US embassy in Manila, but have requested they be moved (under the terms of the VFA) to Okinawa for the remainder of the investigation. I'll keep you posted, should this happen.

Now the Philippines is not the only country that has lost their sovereignty to US interests, or had their people terrorized by US military exercises under the guise of "Visiting Forces Agremeents". But, as a neo-colony of the United States, the Philippines is a perfect example of how this "war on terror" impacts other countries not being directly bombed . . . and, we need to demand justice and accountability from our military when this kind of atrocious shit happens--and it happens ALL THE TIME.

To think, after all this country had to endure with the images of prisoners being tortured in Abu-Ghraib, Cheney and his minions would be pressing for the US to be allowed to torture to get information from "combatants." And, now, the US military will probably do all it can to protect these 6 marines from facing prosecution for the crimes they have committed. Who are the real terrorists?

Monday, November 07, 2005

things i learned on my trip to dc

1. Don't try and photograph the IMF or World Bank! A major goal of mine on this trip was to enter the sacred confines of the IMF and World Bank to see the kind of information they offered on development, lending strategies, and 3rd World debt. Of course, since the major policy makers worship at the alter of the "free"-market, I wasn't surprised to see that most of the history/timeline offered at the IMF remained in line with the current neo-liberal economic order. Anyway, once outside the IMF, I asked J to take a picture of me, only to be yelled at by a security guard, rent-a-cop type. He said only staff member can photograph the building. Fearing for our beloved disposable camera, we slipped across the street and photographed from a nearby park. We managed to enter the World Bank, but once security discovered we didn't have an appointment with anyone, they escorted us outside. Sigh. I feel like creating one of those awful touristy t-shirts that reads: I went to the IMF/WB and all I got was this lousy photograph.

2. According to the Smithsonian exhibit on America's military "adventures," the Iraq war appears to be over. J pulled me aside to read their description of our current war, and it was all written in the past tense, described as a brief "entanglement" that was now completed. Hmmm . . . I guess the daily bombings and deaths of Iraqi civilians and US military personnel are all simulacra, media inventions, hallucinations? Perhaps more absurd was the manner in which the museum described the onset of the war in 2003 . . .it stated the US had to respond because Iraq was testing the America's power in the world. Really? I thought the US government went ahead and voted for a preemptive strike of a sovereign country,based on (as we all know or should have known when this was being "debated") lies, lies, lies, and more lies put forth by the corrupt, incompetent, despicable Bush administration.

3. School children don't like going to the Capitol. Despite the overwhelming presence of the good ol yellow school buses positioned everywhere around the mall, museums, etc. school kids seemed positively BORED with learning about US history. Most were tuned in to their IPODS and tuned out of the Smithsonian. Other young children had the unfortunate experience of being dressed head to toe (in their strollers) in camoflauge, while older folks were standing in line to buy "authentic" dog tags.

4. The Metro is much easier to navigate than the NYC subway system. Thank god for public transportation!!

That's all I can think of at the moment, but overall, I did enjoy this trip. Leaving the village life for some urban action was a must, and we thoroughly enjoyed the opportunity to hook up with some old friends from grad school. Our conference panel went very well, and it looks like J and our friend John, are going to have plenty of material to draw from for their upcoming edited collection on the corporatization of academy and its impact on contingent and part-time junior faculty.

Ah, here's an update from the money pit: we sprung another leak. But, it's probably our fault, because the house inspector said we should have the roof checked out . . .last night we experienced 55 mph winds for about 30 minutes and the drops started coming in the family room. Blah. We should just move to the backyard and set up a tent.

Monday, October 31, 2005

boo!

As I was crossing the street to get to class this morning, I experienced my very own Donnie Darko moment. Out of the corner of my eye, I spotted a giant bunny riding a bike up the hill towards campus. Ears flopping, teeth in full view, this bunny was on a mission. And, just now, I spotted Elvis cruising through our local village grocery store. Wow. I love Halloween, and normally we go all out for this particular holiday, but I think most of our stuff remains packed away in moving boxes, and neither one of us felt the need to unpack a skeleton, cobwebs, and blinking pumpkin heads when we are still figuring out where to put sweaters and other essential clothing items! Damn, we didn't even buy a pumpkin. I hope kids don't think we are scrooges . . . to make up for our lack of decorating, I just plopped down 10 bucks on skull pops, and other sure-to-make-your-teeth-rot candies.

In perfect timing for the holiday, I see our beloved president has nominated a rather scary character for the SCOTUS. Samuel Alito, AKA Scalito, appears to be the perfect candidate to mollify the disgruntled far right. Now, what kind of counter-strategy will the Dems employ with this nomination? I won't hold my breath. A few gems about Alito: lone dissenter in Planned Parenthood v. Casey, doesn't believe in Title VII, Family and Medical Leave Act, or anything else that deals with race, class, gender, and dare I mention sexuality? Creepy times indeed.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

2046

I have a new film hero: Wong Kar-Wai. We just went to see 2046 last night and I have to say it's one of the most visually stunning, seductive, haunting films about love, timing, and loneliness I've recently seen. A sequel to the 2000 In the Mood For Love (which I haven't seen), 2046 is a complex film set in both the 1960s and 2046. But, the number 2046, comes to represent much more than just the future . . . it's also a number on a hotel room door and/or a "place/space" to retrieve lost memories (or not). Definitely a difficult plot to capture in one single viewing, but I can assure you that it's a definite must-see. From the camera work, to the costumes, to the soundtrack, one gets to experience the raw emotions of longing, missed opportunities, love, and human relationships in a manner that most mainstream films fail to adequately capture.

We were able to see this indie film thanks to our local museum's annual Film Series. Driving 10 miles to see a good film sure beats an 80 mile trek to Albany. Every Wednesday and Friday, the art institute features an independent film to view--next up is Broken Flowers and June Bug. I've also heard Cornell has an excellent film series, so I'm anxious to get a schedule and plan a trip to check out Ithaca.

In other pop culture news, I just want to say how much I've been enjoying Season 4 of Six Feet Under. Damn. This series has to be considered one of the best that has aired on television. Because we don't have HBO, we've been screaming through the series thanks to Netflix, and we are 2 episodes away from awaiting the final season's release on DVD. Of course, most entertainment mags this year have given away the main plot/challenge of the Season 5, but I still can't wait to see it. I think Deadwood might place a close second, but I still think the acting, writing, and directing of Six Feet Under is far superior.

Well, I'm about to move closer to my mid-thirties next week, but I feel pretty ambivalent about growing older. I think 30 is a big one, as well as 40, but mid-thirties? Kind of boring.

On that note, I'm out.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

october snow

Seems like most of my recent posts have revolved around weather. I'm at my office staring out at wet, white, slushy snow that dumped on the campus (and apparently only the campus, because our house, located only a mile away, received primarily rain). We are now riding out the end of a Nor'easter that has left more puddles, more mud, more gray slush on top of an already soaked October. I've just been enjoying a spot of sun, which only lasted approximately 15 minutes, before the clouds took over and the winds increased.

My mood reflects the weather. Normally, Fall is my favorite season, but this year I feel like the dead leaves scattered around our yard, reminding us that a brutal winter is right around the corner. I don't know why I feel such a sense of sadness. My knee is working better than ever, we've had lots of company this month, job is going well . . . I wonder if some of it isn't connected to the general state of affairs in this country. Sitting in classes, talking about missing women in Juarez and Guatemala, welfare deform, the brutality of neoliberal economic policies, and an ongoing war with no end in sight, I guess it's not hard to feel pretty low. Yesterday, US military deaths in Iraq reached 2000, Iraqi civilian deaths hover around 100,000 (reported), and Condi just testified that Bush is keeping his "options" open to launch wars against Iran and Syria. Although Bush's sagging ratings in the polls and the possibility of Rove (among others) being indicted in the Plame leak, offer me a glimmer of hope, I'm convinced that little will happen to Bush, Cheney, or Rumsfeld. Sigh. I guess I'm suffering from a good case of the blues.

We attended a speech by Katha Pollitt last night. She read two autobiographical pieces and then did a brief q and a. One person asked her what she thought about the state of journalism. Her reply wasn't all that surprising: disgraceful. She said it was pretty sad to think that Paul Krugman (a moderate if anything) was appearing to be down right "radical" when compared to the majority of columnists working today. She discussed the rightward shift of the NY TIMES, and the disappearance and fear of liberals to call into question anything that is happening these days. She didn't even mention the Left.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

rain, rain go away!

ok, it's been 6 days since we've had any sunlight, and the forecast predicts more rain and showers for the remainder of the week. a colleague of mine told me the first year she was here it rained for 28 days straight. oh god, let's hope we aren't out to crack that record! i need sunlight dammit. i'm already feeling the grips of S.A.D. D., so electricity bill be damned, i'm keeping the lights on to maintain a semblance of sanity.

we had some friends visit over the gray, rainy weekend, which provided some temporary relief. we watched *hotel rwanda* . . . which i am glad i had the chance to see. i've been putting it off for the obvious reasons, but feel like it was "well done"-- how fucked up is that? here i am writing about a movie's description of a genocide as "well done". fuck. it's been a long day, but i've heard that *sometimes in april* is also a good film about rwanda. oh well, it's not like the west really gives too much of a shit anyway--look at darfur.

i haven't been keeping up with the news lately, but a friend told me there could be the possibility of a cheney impeachment? i won't hold my breath. seems these weasels always grease their way out of scandal. but, i have tried to half ignore/pay attention to the growing spectacle/circus that has become the harriet miers supreme court nomination. again. fuct. how crazy is the united states these days? here's a funny piece by maureen dowd on the whole "george bush is the most brilliant man i've ever met" saga.

www.truthout.org/docs_2005/101205E.shtml

another related story indicates rove told james dobson (creepy creepy) that miers was a bona fide conservative evangelical--apparenlty she even gave some money to Texans United For Life--but nobody can say for sure that she is pro-life. uh, excuse me? what the . . .?

oh, j has been waging her own personal mission to figure out why we have the highest sales tax in the state! we pay a whopping, whopping 9.75% sales tax! it makes me cringe during each and every transaction. i'm convinced j should enter local politics and demand an explanation. one night, while enjoying some damn good wine, we decided to figure this out on our own--before launching a premature campaign. apparently, this county has a lot of medicaid patients and it can't bear the costs of medicaid unless it raised taxes. now, this could also be interpreted as another scapegoating technique of the poor in this county--i can't be sure--but that appeared to be the primary reason that we pay 9.75%. i should just live in the fucking city.

oscar continues to grapple with the pains of being a teenager. his one blemish disappeared just in time for another to sprout up. still, i'm not convinced it's time to take him to the vet. by next year, he'll be in his early twenties and his acne will be a distant memory.

oh my god, i can't believe i forgot to mention that my requested funds were approved for the next three years. when thinking about how i wanted to spend money and make it connect to my work, i relied on international travel. so, i've now got money to go to the philippines, ireland, and england! woo-hoo. all of this is spread out over three years, with england coming during the third year, but this is very cool stuff, no? i'm very excited. i mention engalnd because that's where mushy is and i've been missing her a great deal--along with other buds in kato. in fact, i'm gonna have a guiness this evening in mushy's honor.

off to brave the rain.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Morning

There is nothing worse than having your sleep disrupted early in the morning by a plumber that only has grim news to tell you. Yes, we are back to our earlier plumbing woes. We are still dealing with the family of plumbers in this town, I think this guy might be the third or fourth generation, and they typically only respond to an emergency. We called a few days ago to let him know that the tile in our bathroom was leaking and causing the water to drip down into the dining room. Now we have to deal with the tile guy, and I'm really hoping he is not going to be near as difficult to contact as our plumber. Since the source of our problem is the tile and not pipes or caulking around the tub, I'm curious as to why the plumber wants to switch our bathroom valves. Our piping is on the external wall and fourth generation appears convinced that they (pipes/valves) are going to freeze and burst this winter (though they must not have done this in previous winters) and cause him to tear down all the new tile work we are preparing to have done. So, I'm not sure if he's inventing work or truly convinced that we need a major bathroom renovation. We'll start with the tile man and proceed from there. All I know is this is a monumental pain in the ass.

So, it's morning. I wanted to sleep in a bit today, probably because I know I have to face another annoying chore later this afternoon: getting tags/license for my car. After this, I have to get the car inspected and it will fail because my tail light is burned out. I'm not sure which is worse: mechanics or plumbers? Of course, being a chick, I'm always convinced I'm getting fleeced the moment I walk in with a car problem. The whole "inspection" process has me jaded too . . . if my tail light was working, I'd probably still have a number of things wrong. Oy.

Our friends (former profs) are coming to see us for an overnight visit tomorrow. I'm excited, but wish the weather would cooperate a bit more. We've had this incredible weather the past week, and now we are in the midst of a flood watch. The leaves haven't changed all that much, I'm suspecting the middle of October will be the peak around here!

Oh, ever heard of Staceyann Chin? We went to see her spoken word on Wednesday, pretty cool stuff.

Off to obtain my caffeine buzz.

Friday, September 30, 2005

A day late and a dollar short

When I was younger, I recall my mom using this expression quite a bit to describe a late-comer to a trend, movie, news event, what have you. Most often, this phrase was used to describe me for a number of reasons that I won't get into here. So, I heard mom's voice last night when I went to the local video store to rent "Crash". After all the hype, rave reviews, countless interviews with Ryan Phillippe and Matt Dillon, etc. etc. I was finally going to see what the hell this movie was about. In many ways, I did feel like a late-comer to this Hollywood success.

Now, having watched the film, I have to wonder why this crap gets hyped at all. I have a friend that periodically swears off Hollywood films, then falls off the wagon and sees another, only to swear them off again. And so the cycle continues . . . I'm starting to wonder if I'm doing something similar. I had great hopes for this movie (ah, the power of reviews, thumbs, stars, and slick marketing) when we turned it on, but by the end I was so annoyed and angry I couldn't wait to press "stop" on the DVD player. The first thing J said: "how contrived." How contrived, indeed. I'm sorry, but if you are going to have all these characters intertwine, leave it to someone like Altman (or, pick your favorite director) who can weave a story with multiple characters, and with greater skill and subtlety. Maybe subtlety is the key here.

The problem, in my opinion, about discussions of race is the lack of a unifying factor/analysis that can explain the internal contradictions of race/racism in the US. I don't think Crash did anything to help untangle this for viewers. In the end, you are left with these people whose lives have all been connected somehow via "race" or a "racial" incident, but you never know how internalized racism occurs or how prejudice between groups of color get maintained or exacerbated, etc. Matt Dillon's character maybe comes closest to problems around "race"--working-class white guy, from working-class family, disempowered in a class system, ends up using only privileges he has left: whiteness and maleness. The LA riots exemplified the kind of prejudices groups of color feel towards one another--the "looting" of Korean businesses acutely described the disempowerment in a capitalist system many folks of color feel when jobs and resources are scarce. But, unfortunately, the only thing that came out of the riots was the infamous phrase: Can't we all get along? LA and the rest of the country have learned very little.

These are very rough, initial thoughts on the film. I'm sure I'll return to these later to figure out what I want to say. Suffice it to say, though, that when we talk about "race" as if divorced from the political economy, or only look at social issues via the lens of "race," again devoid of any political context, I fear we won't get to the core of racial divisions and antagonisms.

I'm thinking of Katrina now . . . for an interesting perspective on how to view the fall-out in the Gulf Region check out Adolph's Reed piece in The Nation titled: "Class-ifying the Hurricane"
www.thenation.com/doc/20051003/reed I also think this article gets to the heart of my uneasiness with Crash.

Essentially, Reed contends that "class" rather than "race" will be the better predictor of why so many people were left behind in the Superdome or Civic center. He argues that "race" as a category for analysis is often vague and doesn't lend itself to accurately describing the "bipartisan" neoliberal ideology that continues to disempower the poorest of the poor--both locally and globally. This neoliberal ideology couldn't have been more present/visible as when Bush told the US that he was going to tap "private" resources to rebuild the Gulf Region. Happy days for Kellog, Brown, and Root. For more on the rebuilding process: www.mondediplo.com/2005/10/02/katrina

I also agree with Reed when he says that looking solely at "race" (and most media accounts talked only in terms of race) without a class analysis (and this by no means makes race nor gender a sub or competing category) ends up with the call for more representation from people of color on local planning boards, housing committees, etc. What does this accomplish? According to Reed, and I'm inclined to agree, those chosen to participate in these discussions tend to be drawn from the bourgeoisie of the Black or Latino communities--who also participate in the erasure of the poor.

Ok, time to abruptly switch topics. I decided to postpone Oscar's vet visit for a week or two to see if his acne will clear up. We removed the pink plastic bowl, so we are hoping to see some clearing up in the future. Oscar also has a real desire for plastic bags. He loves to chew on them, play with them, etc. Now, we don't like him to do this (I, for one, fear suffocation) but if we leave a plastic bag around, he tends to get into it. I'm thinking his fondess for plastic (bowls and bags) is leading to the slow death of his beauty. More on this later . . .

Today is gourmet Friday where J and I try to drum up something other than our usual, boring, recipes that we have been eating together for years. Any recipe suggestions would be most welcome!

Happy Friday!

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Zits

I truly hate the word "zit". Having been plagued myself as a young teenager with a bad bout of acne, I cringe at the mere sighting of a potential outbreak. But, this blog has nothing to do about me or my acne. Instead the subject of today's commentary concerns our dear cat, Oscar Beauregard, who at the young age of 2 1/2 appears to have developed an unsightly blemish on his chin! At first, I scoffed at J's concern and thought it was only a scab from a fight with Mitts Millhone. By the third day, I was leaning towards tick . . .but then part of this black matter began to flake off--making me convinced that it was indeed a scab. This morning, however, it appeared to be a bit larger in scope. J has been searching the web for feline skin problems, and that's how we discovered a picture of a cat with a similar black splotch on the chin. According to the pic, this was a classic case of cat acne, beginning with an unsightly blackhead, that could eventually spread all over the chin. Oh no! We have made an appointment (as each and every website has encouraged us to contact a vet upon initial sighting of acne to make sure it isn't something more serious etc) for Friday, so I'll post an update then. Meanwhile, has anyone else ever heard of cat's getting acne outbreaks? Plastic bowls, stress, and food allergies can be among the possible culprits. Oscar has always fancied his "pink" plastic bowl, so we have removed that, and we are ordering some Innova--food that all three cats appeared to prefer before we moved and couldn't find it anymore. Thank god for online shopping. Could he be stressed? I think he took the move the hardest. Victoria Alexis once suffered from "non-specific" stress when I moved, making it all the more likely that Oscar has been upset with the relocation.

On another level I'm worried because Oscar began his life in frail health: originally diagnosed with leukemia, we had to keep him locked up in a room, away from the other cats, for two months before re-testing him. He was cleared of the virus, given his shots, and appeared to be doing fine . . .until the zit appeared. Well, I have to believe that he was/is indeed free of the virus and this blemish has nothing to do with his previous health issues! I now see why the two of us should never have children. Too much stress! I'll probably get some kind of sympathy outbreak on my own chin!

On to a new topic: The Money Pit. Yes, just like he 1980s film starring Tom Hanks, J and I appear to be living our own 2005 version. Having made a mere two payments on this fine investment we now call "home," I'm starting to hear the slow "sucking" sound . . . we now have a gaping hole in our dining room ceiling resulting from a leak in the upstairs bathroom. Anyone that has ever dealt with plumbers, knows that we are in for some expensive reparis. Our leak couldn't just be a broken seal or busted pipe . . .no, ours is a bit more complicated. It appears that the shower is leaking behind the ceramic tile and has probably been doing this for over a year! Wow. At least this explains why the house has smelled so bad . . .

Friday, September 23, 2005

This and That

Went to see The Constant Gardener last night ! Wow. It was directed by Fernando Meirelles, who also directed, City of God. Aside from the subject matter of big pharma implementing unethical drug trials/experiments in Africa, the films was technically beautiful. I love the way this guy shoots a film . . . the frenetic camera work, grainy pictures, etc all lend themselves to beautiful scenes that make the viewer feel more than just a voyeur . . . but it was probably the subject matter that is most disturbing. I know drug companies/science/medicine conducts tests on the poor--we only have to revisit Tuskegee--but what gnaws at me is how we view people in the mal-developed world as expendable, as throw-aways, as cast-offs. I recently read somewhere (the latest issue of *the economist* I believe) about the amount of deaths from 9/11. The journalist pointed out that one country in Africa experienced 2 9/11's a day for a year--as a result of AIDS and other related infections. I don't have the article in front of me, but I'm believe I'm recalling these figures correctly. An entire continent is being wiped out and their bodies are being used as tests sites for "modernization" and "development".

In other news, has anyone heard about the anti-Asian incident that just happened at the University of Michigan? An Asian couple was harrassed and URINATED on by two males who hurled all sorts of racial insults at them . . .unbelievable. An open letter has been submitted protesting this kind of behavior . . . but the fact shit likes this still happens on an ongoing, everyday basis pisses me off.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Miscellaneous

i saw a commercial for wal-mart last night that featured a number of workers and managers urging consumers to donate to the red cross for katrina relief. this wouldn't be so noteworthy had wal-mart along with mcdonald's and ups not stopped paying their workers in the gulf region a mere four days AFTER the storm hit. of course, papers only paid brief attention to wal-mart's abandonment of employees, so people viewing the commercial probably see this as an altruistic move on the company's part. although, wal-mart and altruism really don't seem to go together.

i've been meaning to blog about this cool food/travel show i've been watching lately: *no reservations* with anthony bourdain. some friends of mine have read his books, but this is my first econounter with bourdain and i am absolutely loving it. this guy is nuts! i love the idea of mixing food and travel together in one show--it's a good combination. and the food? wow. there were some episodes featuring vietnam and malaysia that were fantastic. seriously, check it out on the travel channel.

ok, gonna watch the us open women's final. go clijsters!

Friday, September 09, 2005

Relief organizations information

As the govenrment prepares to send a whopping $2000 to those impacted by Katrina, I thought I'd pass along the links to some very useful websites if anyone is interested in donating money to help in the efforts:

www.sparkplugfoundation.org/katrinarelief.html

(directory of organizations that focus on the (rural) poor and people of color)

www.tidesfoundation.org_0905.cfm


As 25,000 body bags make there way to New Orleans, I wonder what Barbara Bush would say? Would she figure the lives of the destitute are better off dead? Probably.
See http://www.nytimes.com/2005/09/07/national/nationalspecial/07barbara.html?ex=1126929600&en=1a350dcefa6bb00d&ei=5070&emc=eta1

More later . . .

Saturday, September 03, 2005

enter Halliburton . . .

The Navy has turned to Halliburton to help rebuild in the aftermath of Katrina. Under a 2004 agreement, KBR (the same one that has behaved rather badly in Iraq), a subsidiary of Halliburton Co., is required to provide services to the Navy and other military installations after a natural disaster. Gee, the war-hurricane connections keep growing, eh? And so does Cheney's wallet. Check out:
www.nytimes.com/2005/09/04/politics/04halliburton.html

Anne Rice has an editorial about New Orleans:
www.nytimes.com/2005/09/04/opinion/04rice.html

In other celebrity news, Celine Dion definitely went "off script" on Larry King this evening. I've never been a fan of hers either--and I doubt I'll run to Vegas to see her show--but the "diva" made some good points about the U.S. being able to deploy helicopters and tanks to destroy a country in no time--but can't seem to get it together to send food and water to people stranded in a flood. And, mad props for her commentary about "looters". I know there are tons of people making similar observations, but sometimes I think it takes these mainstream powerful celebrities to say these kinds of things on live tv. Good to see CNN stay on air while she made her anti-war critique.

"george bush doesn't care about black people" or why kanye west rocks

did you see him last night? did you see mike myers squirm and look a fool when kanye "went off script" during the hurricane relief concert to deliver an honest and needed criticism of the slow us response to the people in new orleans? although nervous and a little disjointed, his message kicked ass. of course, nbc has issued a formal apology for west's "rant", but c'mon people. the telethon was so overly scripted and dull, west's comments were a welcome relief. particularly on a day when i heard these stories:

1. a woman that had just arrived in baltimore, told a cnn correspondent that a huge convoy of buses arrived to the ritz carlton on thursday evening to rescue 300 people. she was so thankful to the doctors (stranded along with her at the ritz) who "commandeered" a walgreens to get antibiotics to everyone before they ventured out into the sewage infested flood waters. i like the way she used "commandeered"--sure beats "looting". i'm happy for anyone that gets out of the mess, but i was fascinated how buses could get to the ritz on thrusday evening for 300 people, while thousands were left in the convention center and stadium.

2. just found out that charity hospital, a public hospital in new orleans serving mostly indigent patients, was finally evacuated late last night. funny, how non-essential staff at Tulane was helicoptered out of the area days before . . . while over 200 patients at charity (and medical personnel) were left to wait around with corpses in stairwells because the morgue was flooded.

3. looks like 2000 or more people are going to have to wait until tomorrow (sunday) to get out of the superdome. reasons for the delay (!) are still unknown.

4. projected death toll in lousiana: over 10,000

so back to kanye. i have to admit, he hasn't been one of my favorite hip hop artists . . .though i have grown to enjoy college drop-out more and more. i'm going to support late registration--not because the critics say it's a five star album, but because this guy has the sense to use his power as a celebrity during a live telethon and tell it like it is. we need more people to "go off script" . . .




Friday, September 02, 2005

FOUR DAYS?

As you can tell from my previous post, I am totally pissed off by the lack of federal government response to the crisis in the Gulf area. I have watched, much to my dismay, this president use his "trip" to the area today for more opportunistic photo ops with people in AL and MS. I *think* he might be in LA right now, but I bet he only does an aerial tour of New Orleans. For once, the servile media, has begun to criticize this president and his misguided policies regarding the environment, domestic spending, and disgusting war-waging abroad. There have been some great editorials in the NY TIMES about this being a "Can't do government" that likes to wage- war, slash environmental polices, but not spend any kind of money on preventative measures that might (just might) have averted this massive crisis. The most devstasting images I've seen have been the dead bodies outside the convention center (supposedly 1000 National Guard troops have been marching into the center earlier this afternoon, but the dead bodies continue to decay in 95 degree weather). People are apologizing for looting a rite-aid because they need diapers, band-aids, and other necessities that have been promised to them for days--but have never ever materialized. Bush condemns "lawlessness" and says there has to be a 100% crack-down on looters. This administration we are living under (or should I say suffering under) is lawless. And, I know I'm not saying anything new here, but when the majority of people who are gonna fucking die as a result of the US government's negligence (and it is criminal) are mostly poor and black--don't tell me race and class don't matter in this country. This hurricane was not a tornado that appeared on the horizon without warning. I am disgusted.

Meanwhile, in between all the horrible images on tv, reporters keep reassuring everyone that the oil pipelines will be ok. The market is going to be ok. Gas prices are going up, but the market will stabilize so everyone can have a nice Labor Day holiday.

Oh, and the hearings for John Roberts are still on schedule for next week. What a break for Bush and Co. The population can be distracted with New Orleans, while Roberts and his despicable record can move right on through . . .and we all know he'll be appointed. We all know this hearing process is a sham. Just when the plight of poor blacks actually makes the news--we can look forward to a future Supreme Court justice who didn't really believe in civil rights "issues" during the Regan administration or wage gap issues for women . . .what perfect timing.

As for Iraq: Well over 100,000 civilians are dead and close to 2,000 soldiers. On August 31st, Bush gave another press conference (I'm with the New Orleans Mayor who said we needed to put a moratorium on press conferences) to say we were in Iraq (gasp!!) to protect the "vast oilfields" from falling into the terrorists hands. Oh my god. This IS NOT a legitimate presidency.

And, what's gonna happen to dear Pat Roberts? That story seems to have faded from the news. Here we have a person in power (at least in major religious circles) calling for the assassination of Hugo Chavez. Wow. And, incredibly, he said we didn't need to have a "war" to accomplish this (that would be too expensive), but we could just use our "operatives" and the "oil" would be safe. In an apology this week, Roberts wanted to clarify that he never said "assassinate"-- rather, "take out" Chavez which in Roberts feeble, evil mind could also mean "kidnap".
I can't fathom how many international laws have been broken with these comments . . .but I know nothing will happen and the 700 Club will continue to broadcast to the flock of faithful.

Ok, I'm gonna go now. I'm too mad to type anymore.

Statement on Katrina by the International Action Center

This was forwarded to me by a friend. I couldn't find the link to the piece, so have pasted the article in its entirety. AEL


The Hurricane and Bush’s Criminal Negligence:Bush Slashed Flood Protection * Bush sent emergency personnel and equipment to Iraq* Bush’s role in global warming * Oil Profiteering * Bush failed to develop an evacuation plan * No emergency relief program, even now

Statement from the International Action Center
With every hour that passes, we see and hear new stories of the horror and devastation in the wake of Hurricane Katrina. What makes these images more shocking is the realization that much of the death and destruction could have been prevented.Almost all of the death and destruction arising from the hurricane is the direct result of criminal neglect by the Bush Administration. This crisis was predicted in numerous reports and news articles and little, if anything, was done.While natural disasters are beyond our control, the preparation for expected and predicted disasters is something that we can control. Natural disasters do not have to be catastrophes if plans are made in advance to protect people and their homes, but these plans were not made.President Bush has diverted funds that were needed to prepare for this type of natural disaster to fund a war of conquest in Iraq. He did this despite being warned of the potential for danger by FEMA (the Federal Emergency Management Agency) as early as 2001. The Houston Chronicle reported on Dec. 1, 2001: “New Orleans is sinking. And its main buffer from a hurricane, the protective Mississippi River delta, is quickly eroding away, leaving the historic city perilously close to disaster. ...So vulnerable, in fact, that earlier this year the Federal Emergency Management Agency ranked the potential damage to New Orleans as among the three likeliest, most catastrophic disasters facing this country.” The Bush Administration knew of the danger and they knew how to prepare for it. But they chose to do little or nothing – they actually slashed funding for preventative and emergency measures, leaving the people of the region helpless to deal with the inevitable disaster. Now, with the destruction of New Orleans and numerous surrounding communities, tens of thousands of people are without food, water, or electricity. Thousands of homes are destroyed and the death toll continues to climb. This is a disaster of unprecedented proportion. It is poor and working people, particularly people of color, who are suffering the most from this disaster.No preparationIt was clear from watching the disaster unfold that no real plans had been made for evacuating the region, even though everyone, including Federal authorities and meteorologists, knew that a hurricane of enormous magnitude was descending on the area.For the elderly, the handicapped, the poor, there was no provision for evacuation or shelter. It was “everyone for themselves,” and those who didn’t have the ability to flee or the means to finance their own evacuation were left to perish. There were no arrangements for more than 100,000 people in New Orleans - 20 % of the population and overwhelmingly the poorest part of the population. Those with out cars, credit cards, and hotel reservations had few alternatives but to stay home and face the coming deluge. The death toll continues to mount, and it becomes more and more apparent how little the government is concerned for human life, particularly the lives of poor and working people.There were many obvious things that could have and should have been done if the government were concerned about the lives of the people. Trains, airlines, buses, and other transportation could have been put to use evacuating people. Convention centers, hotels, and college dormitories throughout the region could have been used for shelter. The government uses eminent domain to take working people’s property for the benefit of corporate developers; this would have been an excellent opportunity to use eminent domain in a way that actually benefits people. Because there was no plan for evacuation, more than 20,000 people were herded into the Superdome without adequate food, shelter, water, or medical care for days. The New York Times said, “By Wednesday, the stench was staggering. Heaps of rotting garbage in bulging white plastic bags baked under a blazing Louisiana sun on the main entry plaza, choking new arrivals as they made their way into the stadium after being plucked off rooftops and balconies. The odor billowing from toilets was even fouler. Trash spilled across corridors and aisles, slippery with smelly mud and scraps of food.”Videos of the situation (see below) show just how desperate the situation is—people are without food, water, and medicine. Bodies are piling up on the streets. The people have been absolutely abandoned by the government.Only massive immediate Federal intervention can relieve the situation. The government has access to stockpiles of food and medicines and it has cargo planes and helicopters to deliver them. Yet the Administration has chosen not to act while people are dying.Slashing emergency preparations to fund war and tax cuts for the wealthyKnowing that a hurricane of this strength was eventually inevitable, the Bush Administration slashed the budget of the U.S. Army Corps of Engineers in the area by $71.2 million. This cut eliminated hurricane and flood protection projects as well as a study to determine ways to protect the region from a Category 5 hurricane. This cut was part of the Bush policy of slashing essential programs to pay for a tax cut for the wealthy and for the occupation of Iraq. Comparing the cuts of more than $71 million for flood protection to the $1.7 billion taken from the people of Louisiana for the war in Iraq. This is one more example of how the Bush policy of endless war endangers the population here.The Aug. 30 Editor and Publisher revealed that $250 million in crucial projects planned by the Army Corps of Engineers in the delta for shoring up levees and building pumping stations could not be carried out. “The Corps never tried to hide the fact that the spending pressures of the war in Iraq, as well as homeland security—coming at the same time as federal tax cuts—was the reason for the strain.“The 2004 hurricane season was the worst in decades. In spite of that, the federal government came back this spring with the steepest reduction in hurricane and flood-control funding for New Orleans in history.”Emergency Specialists and Equipment sent to IraqThe National Guard, who would normally be deployed to aid in evacuation and disaster relief, is unable to respond adequately because 40% of the Mississippi National Guard 35% of the Louisiana National Guard is in Iraq. So is much of their equipment, including dozens of high water vehicles, humvees, refuelers and generators that are essential to dealing with this type of emergency.According to the Washington Post, "With thousands of their citizen-soldiers away fighting in Iraq, states hit hard by Hurricane Katrina scrambled to muster forces for rescue and security missions yesterday -- calling up Army bands and water-purification teams, among other units, and requesting help from distant states and the active-duty military."Many of the members of the National Guard are also emergency medical technicians and firefighters. They should be at home helping their neighbors recover from this disaster, not in Iraq maintaining an illegal occupation.Contempt for Environment exacerbates disasterThe flooding is exacerbated by the elimination of wetlands, which provide a natural buffer. The Bush Administration has removed Federal protection from as much as 20 million acres of wetlands. The Bush Administration has demonstrated utter disregard for human life and contempt for international law by refusing to abide by the 1997 Kyoto accord, a treaty signed by the United States and 54 other nations. The agreement is designed to limit emissions that cause global warming.Sir David King, the British Government's chief scientific adviser, says that global warming may be responsible for the devastation reaped by Hurricane Katrina. "The increased intensity of hurricanes is associated with global warming. We have known since 1987 the intensity of hurricanes is related to surface sea temperature and we know that, over the last 15 to 20 years, surface sea temperatures in these regions have increased by half a degree centigrade. So it is easy to conclude that the increased intensity of hurricanes is associated with global warming." Loss of life is avoidable – Cuba a U.N. model The massive loss of life in Louisiana and Mississippi was avoidable, if those making decisions were interested in funding emergency measures rather than spending money on war and occupation. Cuba lies directly in the path of many hurricanes, and yet the loss of life is usually minimal, because the government has systems in place to aid orderly evacuations, provide emergency shelter, and look after the elderly, the handicapped, and the poor. In 2001, when Hurricane Michelle, a level-4 storm, hit with sustained 125-mile-per-hour winds and widespread floods, more than 700,000 people were evacuated. Only five Cubans lost their lives in the storm. In September 2004, Cuba endured Ivan, the fifth-largest hurricane ever to hit the Caribbean, with sustained winds of 124 miles per hour. Cuba evacuated almost 2 million people--more than 15 percent of the total population. One hundred thousand people were evacuated within the first three hours. An incredible 78 percent of those evacuated were welcomed into other people's homes. Children at boarding schools were moved. Animals and birds were moved. No one was killed. The UN declared this to be a model of disaster preparation.Cuba, a country blockaded and isolated by the U.S. for 45 years has been able to evacuate millions of people in an orderly fashion without loss of life. Natural disasters do not have to be catastrophes.Oil profiteeringBeyond the horrific loss of life and homes in the region, working people everywhere will suffer as the pay more than $3.00 per gallon for gas, as oil companies rake in record profits. In some places, gas has reached as much as $5.00 per gallon.Releasing oil from the Strategic Oil Reserves could easily offset the loss of oil refineries in the region. Nearly 700 million barrels of oil are stored in underground salt caverns along the Texas and Louisiana Gulf Coast. This reserve was established to cushion oil markets during energy disruptions or other emergencies, and sitting on the oil rather than releasing it only keeps the price of gas high and ensures greater profits for the oil companies.While George W. Bush and his friends at the Big Oil companies are growing rich from escalating oil prices, while working people, who are already suffering from the economic policies of the Bush Administration, are having to spend more of their shrinking paychecks to pay for gas to get to work and school.Venezuela offers to help while Washington refuses to actPresident Hugo Chavez of Venezuela has demonstrated more concern for working and poor people in the U.S. than George Bush has. Chavez has announced that Venezuela will be offering poor people discounted gas through its Citgo chain. He has also offered to send more than $1 million in oil, food, and and equipment to the region. In addition, the Venezuelan government is offering two mobile hospital units, each capable of assisting 150 people, 120 specialists in rescue operations, 10 water purifying plants, 18 electricity generators of 850 KW each, 20 tons of bottled water, and 50 tons of canned food.A senior U.S. State Department official said he was not aware of the Venezuelan offer, and then dismissed it as "counterproductive."The real looting: Bush Administration steals from working people to fund war and corporate greedRather than focusing on criminal neglect by the Federal and State governments, the corporate media is reporting that the real danger is looting. In an attempt to shift blame from the policies of the Bush Administration, the news networks are demonizing the victims. In a blatant appeal to racism, those being portrayed as “looters” on the news are without exception black males. Tens of thousands of poor people have been stranded by a policy of neglect. Many are without food, fresh water, baby formula, and medicine, and the government has refused to provide even basic relief.The real looters are not the hungry people taking what they need from an abandoned corporate superstore. The real crime is that they were left in this situation by a government that puts war and corporate profits ahead of human needs. The Bush regime has looted billions of dollars of the people’s money, slashing programs that provide basic necessities and robbing from agencies that are tasked with preparing for natural disasters in order to fund a war of conquest against the people of Iraq. There are dangerous looters, but they are Bush, Cheney, and Rumsfeld, not the poor people of New Orleans trying to feed their families. It is clear that the Bush Administration is increasingly putting the entire population of the country in growing danger by relentlessly slashing every social program, infrastructure maintenance program, and environmental protection program.Money for Human Needs not War!It is the Bush Administration, and the Big Corporations it serves, who are directly responsible for the disaster, and they, not the working people of the region, should be responsible for rebuilding and providing relief.In a speech on Wednesday, President Bush said, “our hearts and prayers are with our fellow citizens along the Gulf Coast who have suffered so much from Hurricane Katrina.” But the people of the region need food, clothing, shelter, and jobs, not hearts and prayers. He grinned as he said, “recovery will take years,” but offered no plan to assist in that rebuilding. The people of the area need, and are entitled to, more than empty rhetoric and vacant smiles. The crisis demands a massive national mobilization to meet emerrgency needs and facilitate rebuilding efforts. The disaster is beyond the scope of local authorities or private charities to handle; the Federal government must devote its ample resources, which are now being used to wage war, to provide immediate and long-term relief.We call on the Bush Administration to:* Stop funding war and occupation. Use the money instead to fund emergency relief and rebuilding.* Erase the debts incurred by working people who had to pay for gas and emergency shelter because of the government’s refusal to plan for evacuation.* Provide emergency unemployment relief to the tens of thousands who have lost their jobs because of the devastation.* Immediately exercise eminent domain to use all available space to provide emergency and long-term shelter to those left homeless.* Provide a massive jobs program at union wages for rebuilding. Millions of unemployed workers could be hired to help construct housing, schools, and other public facilities.* Food, water, clothing, medical supplies, and other necessities should be immediately commandeered for the emergency from agribusiness, supermarket chains, and pharmaceutical companies. Government food storage supplies in warehouses throughout the country should be made available immediately.Watch "Desperate Struggle" http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/9156612 click on “Launch” under Free Video

Thursday, September 01, 2005

sheltered lives or just plain dumb?

I was browsing in our local wine store yesterday when another customer walked in and asked the owner for Merlot recommendations. After he (owner) lists off a few decent, affordable bottles, the customer makes her selections and proceeds to check-out. As she is about to leave the store, she pauses and asks the owner (apparently she detected his accent) where he is from. He replies: "South Africa." As I'm waiting for her to LEAVE so I can pay for my wine and get on with my cocktail hour, she backs up, lays her keys down on the counter, and says: "Seriously? How long have you been here?" He looks amused and asks: "Why?" More silence (meanwhile, I'm just standing there witnessing this bizarre exchange) on her end as she stares incredulously at this guy. Finally, she makes a move to leave, but not before uttering this gem: "South Africa, huh? And you are white!! Wow." He begins laughing (I'm not sure he could do much else at this point) and says "Yes, white people live in S. Africa you know. We had this little system called apartheid for many, many years." She grabs her keys, all the while shaking her head in disbelief, and says: "whatever man, have a good one!" Still seeming a bit stunned, he looks at me and mutters: "sheltered lives, sheltered lives."

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

humidity

my hair is big. i'm hot and clammy. the office is roasting. the house smells like the cellar. it's been raining since last night. it's gray outside. i'm procrastinating.

went to dinner last night and met some more new people. while i was excited about another social event, i wish i would have stayed home, cooked out, drank beer, and enjoyed the evening with my girl. oh well, you win some and lose some. the food was good, the company was so-so. being the newbies has its ups and downs. other then the usual line of questioning: what's your specialization? area of research interest? we have been bombarded with questions regarding our decision to buy a home. for example, "wow, that's brave" or "what if you HATE this place" or my new personal favorite: "now this is a real grown-up house". i'm never sure what exactly people are trying to say when they launch into this subject. could it be our age that throws some people off? is renting really the better way to go? is there a specific timeline i'm supposed to follow when entering a new job? so, after suffering through more innane house talk, we had to endure some anti-southern (specifically appalachia), anti-rural, conversation. being from the sunshine state, i've always managed to avoid the anti-south ranting and raving, but since my life has been bound up in appalachia for the past eight years, i've become acutely aware of just how ill-informed the "educated" can be. can you tell our dinner was a fun-filled occasion?

but, to be fair, this dinner was but one glitch on an otherwise happy first week. we also went and picked up our bikes yesterday and decided that they run better than when we first bought them! so, while i'm still not happy with charlie, at least i scored a better-running bike. i also bought a helmet for the first time (wow, does that thing add about 10 inches to the top of my head!), so am all prepared to hit the road/trails while the weather holds out. my favorite season is right around the corner . . .

Monday, August 29, 2005

1st day jitters

once again, i feel invigorated to be doing what i love most: teaching! i am quite happy with life right now--plus, we get to pick-up our bikes from the shop later on, so that means a bike ride is right around the corner for me. anyway, it always amazes me how nervous and anxious i become with the beginning of another school year. you would think i was a student getting handed a long list of assignments/requirements. i find the first day to be one of the most exciting--you set the terms, meet the students, and hopefully create a positive atmosphere for the rest of the semester. i think everything went really well today.

other than the excitement of this new job (and as you can tell, i'm pretty damned excited), i've been thinking about new orleans and hurrican katrina. being raised in florida where the threat of a hurricane was ever-present for at least 4 months of the year--AND having experienced a hurricane first-hand (i think a category 2 or 3 was the highest level) i can only imagine what the people of louisiana, mississippi, etc are going through. all the poor people and homless had to go to the superdome last night--last i heard, the roof was coming off. god. most of the news coverage has focused on the oil prices and the impact that will have--not to mention the price gougers who will stoop to any level to make a massive profit off of this natural disaster. someone once wrote: "welcome to capitalism, where destruction pays."

anyways, my thoughts are with new orleans, one of the best cities i've ever had the privilege of visiting.

gotta run--we just got an invite for another social event! woo-hoo.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

wednesday, wednesday or i'm fresh out of hip title ideas

i've been reading/researching blogs all day long. there's a group of us that have plans to begin our own blog, so i was trying to learn how to create a blog from the ground up. any suggestions would be most welcome. i did discover, however, that we can create a group blog right here--which might be easier for now. when we do this, i'll pass along the new info.

I received this article from a friend of mine--it's about the state of Georgia *finally* issuing a pardon to Lena Baker, 60 years after her execution!
Go to: www.ajc.com/metro/content/metro/0805/16pardon.html

Quick facts: it took one day in 1945 for an all white, male jury to convict Baker of murdering a white man, she was the only woman the state executed in the 20th century, this is only the third pardon granted in the state of GA. Baker argued that she killed E.B. Knight in self-defense . . .most accounts that have been written about the case acknowledge Knight held Baker as a virtual "sex slave" . . . but that didn't seem to count for much, did it?

During my blog searches I ran across www.blackfeminism.org where they had a story about a missing young woman, Tamika Huston, who disappeared last year--but received virtually NO coverage in the mainstream media. I had never heard of the case until today (apparently there has finally been an arrest, but they still have not found the body)--but I can't turn on the news or read one of my many trashy gossip mags without an update from Aruba, more news on Peterson in jail, Hocking, etc etc I guess my point is this: I'm obsessed with blogging now because I'm finding a brand new world of news/info/stories/communities that are really refreshing in pretty unrefreshing times.



Tuesday, August 16, 2005

cool blogs, dirty movies, and local vandals

How could I forget to include *The Aristocrats*? Thanks Jeff, for reminding me about this film. I've been curious about it seeing it since reading a review in Entertainment Weekly last week. In the article, Bob Saget said he was indeed a "dirty f--ker" and after shooting his segment he was concerned about his family, children, parents seeing it! I have to wait until we go to Albany to see it--alas, only the Dukes of Hazard are ruling the screen around here.

Speaking of Albany, we went and visited Catrin and Amy a couple of weeks ago and they introduced us to the world of Edward Gorey. If interested in some dark, amazingly illustrated "children's" stories, I'd recommend *The Gashleycrumb Tinies*. Wow, wow, wow. Ok, I feel I might be a little late to Gorey, so if you already are a fan, indulge me for a minute. I must have my own copy of this book! Other books we discovered while hanging with C&A are: Suze Orman: *The Money Book for the Young, Fabulous, and Broke* and *Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs* by Klosterman. Useful financial advice coupled with a good pop culture read!

Last night on The Daily Show, I watched several clips (all from FOX) of journalists (most of Michelle Malkin (ugh, ugh, ugh) calling Sheehan a "crackpot" or some other version of the hysterical woman/mother story we know so well. In one segment, Malkin said Sheehan had "connections" to the left-wing because she was "working with" Common Dreams, Moveon.org, and other extreme left wing groups. OOOOOOHHHHHHHHH. God. Does anyone realize how stupid all of this shit sounds? Ok, Stewart decided to show a clip of this one commentator (sorry, forgot the name) who implied Sheehan was simply a "nut" for her protest--and compared it to another (broadcast a few months ago) where the same commentator said the Schiavo family had a "moral" obligation to protest the removal of the feeding tube. Sometimes I want to scream because all of this seems so obvious. Bush lied to get us in this war. His lies have been in the press and now he has acknowledged that many of the "aims" he wanted to achieve in Iraq will probably not be met. And, still, people support this unjust, immoral occupation and demonize others who express dissent. For example, just last night a "local vandal" crushed many of the crosses Sheehan had erected in her make-shift Arlington Cemetery memorial. To see this go to: www.truthout.org/cindy.shtml and click on the video.

I am still trying to figure out my blog space, but in the meantime, I want to give some props to some very cool blogs that are floating around. I like www.feministing.com because they provide a range of interesting articles (and one of the bloggers use to be a student of mine!) and www.culturekitchen.com where my friend Jeff blogs. If I can figure out how to put these under "Links" I will do so . . .in the meantime, check 'em out.

Happy Tuesday!

Monday, August 15, 2005

monday, monday.

another day of painting is done. things are looking pretty good, with one week left before i start orientation. blah. i'm never very keen on orientations . . . but i'm gonna go ahead and attend in hopes of meeting new people and making some new friends. if not painting or doing another home improvement project, i've been excited about some upcoming movies i want to see: broken flowers (was a big murray fan in lost in translation), brokeback mountain (ang lee rocks, plus what can beat a story about gay cowboys?), junebug (cause i miss and love the south), hustle and flow (this is one movie i actually thought was showing around where we live--but no), and my summer of love. we have to go to albany to see any of these films, but it gives us an excuse to get out of here and see some old friends.

this afternoon i've continued to be fixated by the coverage of cindy sheehan. for a good article about this situation go to: www.truthout.org/docs_2005/081505Z.shtml or www.truthout.org and click on "Cindy's Victory" by William Rivers Pitt. I'm excited and hopeful that the coverage she is receiving will continue to put pressure on Bush. If anything, it's good to see people and the anti-war movement energized once again. I also didn't realize that Gold Star Families for Peace have paid/sponsored an ad featuring Sheehan discussing the war and demanding some answers from "George." I'm sure no mainstream network will air it, but we can dream.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

coloring outside the lines and other thoughts on the president's vacation

Ok, I've been a bit absent from the blog these past few days. I will spare you the details, but we've basically been painting since last Thursday. Entry way and hallway down--two rooms to go! I've learned a little bit about myself over the past week . . . some a bit troubling. For example, I'm clearly not the friend to call when you want to have a paint party! I've had these horrible flashbacks to my childhood when I would literally throw away my coloring book if I "went outside the lines". Tape removal is a lot like coloring outside the lines. Each time we have gone to remove tape, I have felt my heart sink when I would spot a tiny bit of left-over teal or pink from the previous paint job. Gees. Uptight anyone? On to another subject that has me worked up . . .

Did you know the current five week vacation in Crawford is the longest one a president has taken in 36 years? I just finished reading this cool article by Tom Englehardt concerning the President's summer season. Apparently, this is his 49th trip to the ranch and 319th vacation day.

While he continues to drone on about the "noble cause" soldiers are dying for in this ludicrous war, Cindy Sheehan is camped outside. I've been following her for a while now, and am pretty excited by how women/moms are using their status (once again) to demand some kind of accountability for this mess we're in. Ok, I realize he has refused to see her (mistake on his part) and that many (predictably) are calling her a traitor to military families, but I'm just happy to see some life breathed in to the anti-war movement.

GWOT or G-Save? In other war news, I also learned from the Englehardt piece that many of Bush's handlers have been arguing over changing the language frm GWOT (global war on terror) to G-Save (global struggle against violent terrorism). After all this time, they've decided they don't like the term "war" on terror because it conjures up military images and makes people think men and women in uniform are the only answer--apparently Bush doesn't agree--and has continued to go the GWOT path. Go figure.

Other news items that have caught my interest: the leader of the Zapatistas, Subcomandante Marcos, emerged after 4 years in hiding, apparently energized to get the Zapatistas working towards alternative politics once again. And, on August 6th, Hiroshima commemorated the 60th anniversary of the world's first atomic attack. While reading about this, I forgot that the US bombed Nagasaki just three days later on August 9th.

Hmmm . . .painting, record-breaking vacations, war, and atomic bombs. No wonder I'm not sleeping well these days. Oh wait! I forgot to mention another contributing factor to my insomnia: *Born Rich*. Ever seen it? It's a documentary (2003 0r 2004) directed by Jamie Johnson (heir to Johnson and Johnson) about rich kids and the troubles/anxiety/happiness/etc they endure as a result of being wealthy. As a film/documentary it fails to be very good--but still I was fascinated (nauseated?) by some of their stories . . . I'll definitely show it in one of my classes.

Off to the grocery. Painting works up an appetite.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Mushy's Haiku

this is from my friend, michelle aka mushy, who just moved to london.

Haiku about London

East Finchley by day
Old ladies walk with purpose
Slow, to the bus stop

Islington at night
All the hipster kids are out
Watch out! They judge you

On the bus at night
Never ever get on the
Top deck, to stay sane

Tinkle tinkle goes
The glass thrown upon the street
By those hooligans

Oh it’s stopped raining
Are those slugs or snails under
My feet? No, dog shit.

It's a hot one!

Ok, once again, I've been unable to do much of anything today besides pace the house, look busy without really doing anything, and resume pacing. I awoke at 4 AM frantic about selecting books I'm going to use for my "feminist theories of class" course I'm teaching this fall. I need to get book orders in pronto as classes start at the end of the month! I want to do something different, and make the class fun and accessible, while also being theoretical and challenging. That said, my first go at the course turned up to be rather dull and uninspiring--funny that there aren't that many books in feminist studies dedicated to seriously looking at social class--class as lifestyle/consumption, yes, but class as exploitation/production, no. Anywho, I sent out an email to my good friend Cheryl back in Mankato and she saved the day with some very cool film ideas (I want to show a wide representation of "class", so pop culture here we come!) People Like Us, Born Rich (should be arriving this week via Netflix (which rocks by the way), Spurlock's 30 Days series, and maybe some TV shows that look at elites or class in a particular way. God help me, I think I might start watching the Simple Life, just to see what it's all about--I won't hold my breath though . . .I recall Hilton thinking Wal-Mart was a place where they sold "walls". So, for any other of my friends who might know of a good film/novel/tv show that deal with social class, please pass along. I'm always open to suggestions.

I began reading Carlos Bulosan's autobiography *America's In the Heart* and I think this was another reason for my insomnia. It's a powerful story of the Filipino immigrant's experience in the US during the early past of the 20th century. Published in 1946, I think it is as important today as it was back then.

Oh yeah, today I received an interesting book title I'm anxious to check out: Nostalgic for Clinton?: Rediscover the 1990s. Apparently, it's intended to make those that think Clinton was much better than Bush re-think their position by exploring a range of policies that saw the destruction of many social programs under C's leadership. Sounds pretty damned good.

I'm excited about books and writing again!! For three years, while I lived and worked in Minnesota, I felt so burdened by the service and teaching requirements of the university, I didn't want to pick up a text by the time I got home. I hope this blog will inspire me too . . .

And, get this, I feel money falling through our hands today. The plumber (3 generations have been at the house so far, no shit) has been here since 10:30. Tick-Tock, Tick-Tock . . .damn. But, I'm happy to have hot water, a kitchen sink that works, and a dishwasher that doesn't smell like rotten eggs every time you try to cook.

Ok, it's hot as hell in this red room! I want a beer! Laters . . .

AEL!

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

to avoid doing anymore unpacking, i've been fiddling with the computer ALL day long. what better way to waste an entire day than to start your own blog!

it's been almost 2 weeks since arriving to our new digs in upstate ny. we are still surrounded by cardboard boxes, scraps of packing tape, newspapers, and other items that have come to define our existence since we began our relocation from minnesota to here. i can honestly say i hate moving. i've moved so much over the past ten years, you'd think i'd get used to it. just yesterday, i seriously considered hauling several boxes out to our backyard and setting a match to everything! it's so maddening the things we collect . . .

other than unpacking, i've spent the greater part of my time on the phone trying to track down a plumber. we live in a town of 4,000, and everyone uses the same plumbers, electricians, etc. this is all fine and well, but i've discovered that the only way you can coax them to your house is with some kind of earth shattering home emergency. a plugged up kitchen sink, decrepit/smelly dishwasher--apparently don't apply. but alas, when everything was looking grim on the plumbing front, our hot water heater has decided to quit today! for those that know me, handling stress has never been a strong point of mine. i get this from my mom . . . so after a while of fussing and fuming, i realize the positive side to this: it must qualify as a bona fide home emergency! woo-hoo. maybe, just maybe, one generation (of the four that work here) of plumbers will grace us with their presence and fix these damn problems. i called earlier and he sounded stressed--he said he would try and stop by later--but he's working on a well without water! i felt kinda foolish for all of my complaints about taking cold showers.

why all the detail on the home repair? i think i'm having a hard time adjusting to rural life and living. don't get me wrong, it's truly beautiful here: we are in the foothills of the adirondacks, so there are many roads waiting to take us on country drives with incredible views. the people are friendly and nice--but i just have to get used to the pace of things here. maybe i'm getting paid back for all of my snarky comments about small town livin in 'kato.

i also miss my friends . . . a lot. so, after i finish this up, i'm sending an email to all of my peeps in hopes that some of you will read this and post comments!

alright . . .i gotta run for now . . .